Even though, for the life of me, I cannot convince myself to do a damned productive thing with myself these days...

I still feel so happy. I'm so content.

Really... I have nothing to be sad about. All is well.

I hope all is well for everyone else, too. If not, hopefully it gets that way soon!

Lotsa love.

3/5 intended Adamant armors received. Not sure if I'll bother with the 5th, or even with the 4th if I don't get it soon. There's always the carry-over games to get it. 3 should cut it for my next playthrough. :P

Ugh, why can I not convince myself to do any work? I'm tired of my incessant procrastination.

Okay. Before bed, one chapter at minimum. Okay? Okay.

Edit: For the record... I didn't do as I said I would. PROMISE that I will read two chapters tomorrow to make up for it as I have the day off.

Against my better judgment, I decided to give FF4 DS another try, because quite honestly, I'd really like to see the ending.

Fought some flan princesses, PINK TAIL, FIRST TRY.

FF4 DS, I forgive you.

Or I'll just go over here, now.

oddee.com/item_96492.aspx

OMG AWW.

Okay, these guys don't want their photos posted, apparently.

NO VIEWS FO YOU!

She's not exactly the one I wish hurt upon, but it's still funny as fuck.

Meanwhile... <333

Bwahahaha.

So, on the website... it says the mark for my essay was 100%, and yet just now I received an e-mail saying he finished marking it and gave it a 94%.

I mean... That's still a good mark, but it's kind of a kick to the balls. Like, seriously.  Don't bother to post anything until you're sure what mark you're going to assign it.

Meh, whatever. A 4.0 is a 4.0.

Anyway, I'm tired as fuck.

For the love of christ, can I please stop having tooth problems?

I want to win the lottery just so I can spend it on new teeth. For fucking christ sake.

I seriously need a fucking day off or something. For fucking Christ sakes.

I'm so tired of having to get up in the morning for x days in a row. God damn it. Can I not fucking sleep in for once?

That's not even what's making me really mad. But I don't have time to go into that because, naturally, I have to be up early tomorrow.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, kill me.

There's something wrong when a 100% essay isn't even cheering me up.

I mean, it's pretty damn cool, but what exactly does that even mean right now?

HOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got 75% on the garbage essay! That means I got an 84.6 in the class!!!

I hope they round up. I'm fairly confident that's the difference between an A and an A-.

But still... W00000000000000000000000T!!!!!!

If I'm so damn concerned about schoolwork, why the hell am I still sitting on the internet?

It's a paradox.

So... I found this nice little tidbit on someone's blog on another site and it made me scratch my head.

I think this is the only phrase I've ever heard that manages to put oneself on a pedestal while at the same time putting them down. Does that make it like an oxymoron? Oh, wait, it's just stupid.

I'm not going to sugarcoat this, but are you fucking kidding me? I'm pretty sure that if some guy saw it fit to break up with you, he probably DOESN'T want to find someone like you. He wants someone better. And you better bet your ass he's going to find one. Probably one that doesn't think loving him is 'stupid'.

Honestly. Do you really REALLY think that that kind of an attitude is going to win him back? Are you seriously telling him that a) he's never going to find anyone other than you, and b) that no other woman would be 'stupid' enough to love him, and yet expecting him to come rushing back into your arms once he realizes his folly? SERIOUSLY?

"No girl is stupid enough to love you like I do!!"
"Well, I'm not interested in staying with someone who's stupid. Bye."

God has shat in my cornflakes today, holy shit.

Ugh. Don't feel like going into it. Bunch of fucking assholes.

I had a bad dream last night. It was centered around the fact that I was in my old elementary school with all of my high school classmates. Things started off simple enough, with classes going on and whatnot, but then, one of my teachers informed us all that we were going to be killed in a nuclear explosion at x particular time. Everyone in the classroom seemed to be perfectly accepting of this fact, maybe as though they didn't hear her, but I was frantic. I told her to shout it over the intercom to let everyone know so they could evacuate the building. She refused and said that everyone else already knew. After a while of trying to convince my friends to run away with me (unsuccessfully), I finally ran towards the exit. One of my friends was standing there at the door, and I told him I would miss him and shook his hand, then I went towards my father's house in southridge.

When I got to the park just outside my house, another friend of mine caught up to me and said she was coming too. We saw another friend waiting on her doorstep, watching in the direction of the school. We decided to go take shelter in her house. As we were waiting for the explosion, the time the teacher quoted had come and gone and yet there was still nothing. The friend whose house it was wanted to just stay at home and skip the rest of the day, but I wanted to go see what was going on. When I got there, the landscape had totally changed. It almost looked as though there had been an explosion, because the grassy field was replaced with dirt and debris. Among the people still left were a few friends, characters from harry potter, characters from sailor moon, and people from other random cartoons as well. I had a few random interchanges with some of them, and then I went back into the school, only to be told I had to defeat some sort of monster that had found its way in.

And that was about where I woke up. The second half of the dream was relatively weird, but the first half really made me feel uncomfortable. Also, I really wish that I would stop dreaming about certain people from my high school years. It really pisses me off to see some of their faces, let alone to still be in love with them in the dream world. Ugh.

If any of you have failed to watch this series, I'd like you to watch it now.

( There she is!! )

This is absolutely the most wonderful thing I've ever seen. I cried like a baby at the end of the last one. <3

I always feel better about myself after purchasing new classes.

I'm excited to start them, but I guess I should finish these ones first, huh? Darn...

I'M AN AUNTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111twelve

Y'know what's funny?

Being told you're ugly when you pretty much aren't.

Not to be egotistical or anything, but seriously. Fucking LOL.